you know, man. it's kinda fucked up. i'm out here and you're inside. god knows how you are now. and boy, you know we miss you so much. you'd never know how important you are to me. how much I wanted to be part of your life.
i've seen you... from good to bad... bad to worse. and you know, it hurts, it really hurts when I see you going back in again...
yes i blamed her for our loss... we lost someone who means so dear to us, what can she do about that by changing herself?
your parents.. your siblings.. your friends... they all miss you so much.
mel... you dont understand, do you? so what, even if you change... it wont make a difference that jaron is wasting away behind bars.. it dosent make a difference..
without your presence these few days.. it seems strange, we need you here.. we need you back... we'll pray .. we'll pray for you..


my wasted heart will always love you, jaron.

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